One thing that was really impressed upon me during this time is that I personally cannot escape the majesty and greatness of God when I do go on these trips. His fingerprints are all over these places and, especially with little civilization nearby, I have a chance to see myself without all the trappings and hubub of society. Life is simple, and when it is simple, a clearer perspective of my life comes into view.
Without all the conveniences of modern society, I see myself as I really am: a lost, hopeless soul were it not for the grace of God. I see a man who cannot save himself from the sin and shame he has wrought in the light of a holy and just God. I see a man who must turn to Christ and recieve his salvation through his sacrifice on the Cross.
It also burdened my heart to see the time I have wasted in my life, time that could have been used to further the Lord's kingdom.
But, above all, I see the loving grace and mercy that I am so undeserved of, but which God willingly chooses to give and show me.
Christ's nail-scarred hands mean so much more now.
Blessings,
Arden
